I am on the process of being accustomed to my new daily routine lately. Probably, this is the feeling of those who went abroad and have many jobs in a day. It is really tiring! I just hope that this attempt wont go to waste. Well, life is never hard until you think it is!

Now, I am beginning to appreciate my SLEEP! So rare lately.. hehe

ja ne!

Please check out my friend’s website about taking part in the care for the animals. Go to the Link List and click on the Tier Heim. Thank you everyone!

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Deceit and Deceit

sleeping like a baby

pretending maybe

smiling happily

or faking it deliberately

touches turned cold

just like the fermenting mold

words hardly uttered

more like the flowers withered

think she could sleep dreamily

when the eyes watched fiercely

thy heart numb and swollen

of endless deceit woven

what could be done

to the eyes that watched

to the skin that waited

to the heart that died

pain is reality

without its ambiguity

nothing should be done

nothing.

Princess Mononoke

A colleague once said that if anime movie is being talke about he would rally for Princess Mononoke. He said that movie was really good. Lucky for me after five years I found the movie. Well it’s not as if I have been looking for it for all those years.. hell no. hehe.. Finally I got my hands on it. I watched it. I should agree with my friend back there. It was a good movie.

The protagonist Prince Ashitaka journeyed to the west to seek for answers. I wont detail the plot. How the writers thought about it because I am not a good critic and besides it will bore you, not to mention I’ll be the one telling. It’ll make worse.. Hehe.. Well, to seek for answers with unclouded eyes is just.. well not impossible but ..hmm very difficult.

This is what I like anime. It gives you the freedom to imagine. You think that what you are seeing is just a pigment of your imagination, but later you realize, it happens to you one way or another on that exact situation. Well, Prince Ashitaka’s character was really someone to look up to. He has this control over his hatred and fear. He managed to see the effect of these two on our soul. He was a saint. haha.. He could be.

One of the things that struck me in the movie was saying thanks to the people who somehow tried to kill you. Let ask you. Can you do this? While pushing the gate all by himself, carrying the wolf Princess Mononoke on his back, with a bullet on his chest, he managed to say thanks. Wow! In this contemporary time, I don’t know if anyone of us can do that. For him, it was easy. I guess. Easy for the one who has achieved an unclouded eyesight. One who has to see good in every bad.

I wish I could be like that.
Unclouded eyesight.

I like the sound of it. Population Explosion. I have been touring the city on foot during day time when I realized I have been seeing more pregnant women if not little angels on the crib strollers with their parents. Well, I was thinking when I was still in school, there was this month dedicated to Population Control. To tell you frankly, I aint updated now. Hmm.. is the problem on population already addressed? hehe.. Well, sarcasm always tells me that population isn’t the problem. We’ll quoting from the holy scriptures, “Go and Multiply”. Anyway, I wonder how is it now?

Anyway, as I was touring the city, thats what I said earlier, hehe, I also was thinking how am I gonna be if that time when I have to buy strollers for my little kiddo. Hehe.. then I will be pushing his/her cart to shade to keep her away from the harmful sunrays. LOL. Kids in some other countries or well babies are probably used to going out cause maybe they have been trained to..ahmm stroll? ehhe… Well I am introvert and I dont like to stroll much. I would prefer staying home but maybe if my mom has bought me a stroller like for terrain, I could be this adventurous and not boring, or jogging strollers, to make me health conscious for my belly is already flabbing or maybe just plain light weight strollers to keep me there. Anyway, time will come when I have to buy one. If that time comes, I will be ready. hehehe.. so should you.

Dogs are man’s best buddy. Well you see I am also a dog-how do you say that dog-someone, who likes to take care of them. Well, they can really be your buddy once you get to know them. I remembered when I was younger I have a dog named “Rica”. She was really an ally. One time when my friend and I act as if he was going to hurt me and Rica was there watching the both of us. She suddenly bark my friend off and went near me. My friend was amazed how I get to house a very good dog. Oh I missed her. Well she died of a disease because of her beauty I guess. I guess she was so beauty that we all male-pups just swoon to get close to her. Got a hard time shooing them off. She must be a beautiful doggie.

Can you believe I even cried at her funeral. Well I was roughly 10 years old then. Having such a friend leaving you is just devastating. Anyway, she got two offspring. I named them Bee and Thoven. Hehe Yeah, its from the movie beethoven. They got their mother’s skin and attitude. Every time I went home from school they would just love to meet me halfway the gate. They wagged their tails and let them mouth open. Then I give them little something to eat. It was really fun that time. Soon they died. Probably out of old age.

Now, I am alone. When I get to have my own house. I will buy myself a pupp. I just can’t wait for that to happen. I hope to have just like Rica and Bee and Thoven. They are really cool. Well, I think I will be needing some tips how to go over with the care needed. I think I am going to check a blog that discusses about dogs deserve freedom.

Hope-ya live another day… hehe.. I ate this awhile ago.. i dont prepare my breakfast before work so.. it is my bestfriend.. hehe.. hopia po!!!

here ye be…

We Filipinoes love food so much. As a proof, notice chains of restaurants, food bars in the city streets and corners. I mean they are everywhere!

Food! oh Glorious Food.

Well, just in the entry point of one of the university in our place I was so curious on the food on the stick. This is what they call “Isaw”. It is a chicken intestine on the stick. It was fried. I was so curious of the taste so I didn’t hold back my appetite. I bought just 1 stick for 3 pesos. I dipped it in the vinegar and spices. I was hesitant at first because oh well if I get sick I get sick. Ahhhmp! hmmm… this is quite good!!! here take a look.. Most students buy this for dinner paired with rice.

There…

There are things meant to be known. ^^, I am practicing how to use the tags. LOL. I dont know how to do it but well I am learning it now. So here goes.

Hmm.. by the way I am going to launch another category on this blog. You might wonder why those weird categories are in place at the moment. Well, just don’t mind them. hehe..

This category is about the STREET. Just stay tuned for updates… hehe

The Father, The mother and the Child

Well, that is a picture of young family. I heard this news from my officemate. Damn, the father is like a KID. Well, he looks really young. Of course he is! He is 13! That is Alfie. A father-Kid. Whew!